“Hope” is the thing with feathers -
That perches in the soul -
And sings the tune without the words -
And never stops - at all -
And sweetest - in the Gale - is heard -
And sore must be the storm -
That could abash the little Bird
That kept so many warm -
I've heard it in the chillest land -
And on the strangest Sea -
Yet - never - in Extremity,
It asked a crumb - of me.
(Emily Dickinson)
I suppose this isn't the most original blog post idea - an Emily Dickinson poem.... but it still means the world to me: HOPE! When your hopes are dashed, all you have left is hope.... and the only direction left to go, that makes any sense at all, is still forward. When your old dreams are all but dead and buried, it seems that all there is, other than wallowing, is new.
I argued with myself about this idea because I'd rather sit in my chair and be depressed about all that cannot be, but I felt a strong urging to issue myself - and accept - a challenge to seek out and appreciate the new. I've felt a need to actively remember that life is as beautiful as it is harsh - and to keep moving forward.
So, the challenge: do 42 new things before I turn 43. They do not need to be big or profound, though they might be. They can easy or hard. They can be silly or even edible. They can even be old... as in things I haven't done in three or so decades. Basically, they just have to be within the spirit of newness.
I also have to document these things, because it's the only way I will stay accountable. This is particularly important because I honestly don't want to do this. It sounds too big and I feel that everything I've tried in the last several years has been a massive failure. I'd much prefer to dwell on what I can't have - and wonder why practically everyone else gets to have what I can't have. Yet I don't want to continue to prefer that, so here I am, starting a new blog to signify this new start. Here we go!
This is lovely! Such a beautiful place to come home to and write. Looking forward to reading, and HOPING you post some recipes--or at least photos of the food so I can salivate and imagine! :-)
ReplyDeleteYay - my first comment!! :-) Thanks, Tracy!! No worries - I'll definitely share recipes, and I've always been a sucker for food photos! :-) Post two already has some salivating worth food photos - at least I hope they are.
DeleteHave you seen The Big Year with Steve Martin, Jack Black, and Owen Wilson? It's not an outstanding or groundbreaking film, but it was entertaining and sort of mirrors some of what you are working toward in your goal. Might be interesting, and if you haven't seen it already, why then it was a new thing for you.
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Haven't heard of it, but I'll check it out!! Plus, I like all three of those actors! Wonder if it's on Netflix?
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